So I went to bed last night thinking how one word could change my life.  If I say yes and go with my boyfriend then I am taking a huge step.  I am changing more then just my address.  I am changing my relationship.  He would be so excited and expect so much more.  I don't think I am ready for that.  Being here with my family and my friends makes it all ok.....makes the relationship (for lack of better words) easy.  Changing and moving away from my comforts makes it all more difficult.....less worth it. 

Why would he want to move me away?  He has a lot of great opportunites in front of him in this move....but he is asking me to choose him and a job over my life.  Im not sure Im ready.